Hyoga Wilanda
3 min readJun 11, 2021

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Messed up and how to fix them. DONT READ THIS IF YOU ARE SUCCESS ALREADY.

Photo by Robert Bye on Unsplash

This is fully my opinion and imbued with my belief on some reference.

To be honest, based on my previous post about feeling worthless at my 25, I wish i could turn back the time and rearrange everything i had been studied and practiced. And yet, no action that makes it worth a single penny because perfection is the boundary between i can do it, or not. Yeah I had no send everybody an e-mail, DMs, or talk to some forum that i can offer them a service and nobody gotten reach out upon what i can sell to them.

Frankly said, it’s just like opening stalls on Mars which nobody live there and wishing someone come to me and tell me “Hey, We need this, can you do it? I will pay You upfront!”. Stupid of me, right?

What have i found about my data in this laptop was intriguing to look at, just like wrecked and sunken ship room, it was so messy and at first i was so overwhelmed by my own deeds. Do you feel the same? chills! Let’s fix this!

How do I manage to clean up my messy thought?

At first, just like my previous post, I sort them by separating each other by skill on demand in a major sequence. There are:
a. Design
b. Writing
c. Business
d. Music
e. Law
f. Administration
g. Social Skill(Guess what? this is something i will count as things as well lol)

Ps. Those seven major skill will be branched out again into more complex things.

On the first thing i sort, I saw how cringe my design is, and sort it out on “we get to improve this”. Of course in another side, i can say, certainly i doubt what have i made is terrible and even kid will laugh on my design, HAHAHA (Cries in noobies room).

Then after a bit of dull sorting out. I found something that important and see where is my mistake.

This seems weird, but have you tried something just like monkey see monkey do, and then you just left it because you think you can learn anything else?

My mindset on learn and improving kinda stuck things that i once i do it successfully it mean i can leap to random things.

IT IS PERSONALLY WRONG, at least for me.

When i tried geometrical design for instagram, i thought it was okay to make it beautiful on a single try, when it work, i gotta leave it out and never gonna touch it again, which other people who’s kinda focus will be improving on those geometrical design into another way, applying what they have learn into something evolving based on those knowlegde.

2. Things getting interesting.

After categorized them, I found something interesting when i focus on a single skill improvization.

I found that design itself will include:
a. Copywriting to make it even better, so people will hooked on my design.
b. Business branch to know what is people demanding for, where to find them, and etc.
c. Music? umm, there it is. I cant say it yet, but for example, I certain dont want to design a happy song for someone funeral.
d. Law, this is talk about the license of assets, how I should protect my design, and etc.

Gosh, we can talk about this a lot.

Well, it seems short, but thanks for today, i can feel the improvement!

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Hyoga Wilanda
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Chaotic. Hyperactive Learner. Americano Coffee Addict.